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[hypnotherapist]
open the memories of your past
and says it all clearly to me
don’t worry on anything bad
which may distort your visions

[alexander]
in that cold windy night
i’m standing in front of the broken furnace
beside the holy window
in my house full of silence
alone…

[rosemary]
hello dear, how are you?
here i brought some sweet love for you
dear, don’t keep such an empty words
talk with me
tell me what you have been seen outside
from your favorite window

[son of fail]
mom, i feel bad
the world seems doesn’t pay me
any attention i need
they hurts me…
my body was wounded…
my thought was emptied…
still i can’t find any friends…
they’re all my enemies…

[rosemary]
don’t talk with me, son of fail!
i’m not your mom!
go to your bed of death!

[son of fail]
why mom…?
why can’t you give me a bunch of warm loves?
you’re seen like one of my enemies, too
why do the world acts such a f*ck with me?

[alexander]
i walk to my son
and whispered some words of wisdom
to awakens his spirits
to open his minds
and to let him know
i’m there to protect him

rosemary really a bad woman
nor a good wife and mother
for me and her son
her closest friends are lies
i don’t believe on whatever she said
and did…

[hypnotherapist]
don’t be afraid, son
just tell me what happenned in that day?

[alexander]
there’s come any black clouds
even i don’t know who am i
and where am i
all too dark to see
all too crowd to hear
somekind of evil drove me
to an act…
evil act…
blinded me…
i don’t know how
rosemary make a love with another man
in front of my hazy eyes
i don’t know how
i can be trapped in a twisted mind
and complex situation
a gun fired…
some bullets flown…
and stops in her and her man’s heart…

[son of fail]
god!
why you let me live in such a cruel world?!

(ending scene: alexander shot his head with the remaining bullets in his gun)

[son of fail]
no, dad!
don’t do that!
don’t leave me alone…!!!
mom… dad…

inspired by the no one who i met in one of my nightmare
kopi 15
16 juli 2008
20:38

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Hmmm… entahlah baris-baris kata ini akan saya jadikan lagu, baru liriknya doank, belom dapet inspirasi buat ngegabungin beberapa riff yang telah saya tab-kan.

Terinspirasi dari salah satu mimpi buruk saya beberapa malam yang lalu. Dalam mimpi tersebut saya melihat empat orang yang saya ceritakan diatas (namun muka dan namanya tidak diketahui). Memang telah mengalami sedikit perubahan sie. Tapi intinya ya tetep :P

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