Curcol; The Poet and The Pendulum
Long time no see me writing a curcol (curhat colongan, you may say it junk post), hehehe… :P
Let’s begin with the definition of the title of this post; The Poet and The Pendulum. It’s inspired by a song performed by Nightwish, with the same title.
My life, three month after graduated from a place so-called Kawah Candradimuka, suddenly turn into the poet. And in other time, it transformed into the pendulum. Then the poet, then the pendulum again, over and over. Especially after my move back to my hometown, this heart a bit saddened to leave the town in where I’ve been living for about five years. The town where having so many precious carving in my memory. The town where I met the girl whom in near the end of my study in the green campus, suddenly made me fall in love with.
Here now, life becomes wilder. The orientation for a brighter future also become more and more challenging. And how about the girl? Well, I still keep my love for her. At least, until I could feed myself, her, and our son/daughter later… Yeah, to find a job stand in the highest priority.
Many of my friends said, “Don’t find a job, but make it!”
For me, it doesn’t seem as easy as it said. Whether I’ve read an uncountable number of business related books. Otherwise, I already have a plan for my own business in the future and I’d love to make it true, but not now… :(
Talking about hunting for a job must be interesting but desperating enough, right? :P It has fun in the process but also sometimes it make me down till the lowest and deepest level in the center of earth. So many applications sent for the hopefully available job vacancy. Many times I’ve been called to attend the tests. In the other time I also been called to attend an interview. But unfortunately, till the time I wrote this post, I still got nothing. Also, till the time I wrote this post, I still do my best to hunt for a perfect job I can get.
In short, the poet which makes me feel like being in a pendulum can be described by a song performed by Muse, Starlight;
Far away
The ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or dieStarlight
I will be chasing the starlight
Until the end of my life
I don’t know if it’s worth it anymoreHold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms
Yeah, how I really want to go far far away, sail and fly to all over the world, enrich myself with the most expensive thing a man can’t buy; experiences. How I really want her to be with me in every happy and sad moments. How I really chase the starlight…
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